I obviously don't go on here very often. So I basically made myself a clean slate and I've been cleaning up everything. This so isn't "me" anymore. It just shows how immature I was back then and.. annoying.

I deleted a bunch of deviations already. Things that don't even compare to the things I do now. I looked through them and the first thing I thought was, "Wow, I sucked." I figured that I should at least put up my recent portfolio or something. Or even photography projects that I had to do. Just anything that's recent.

I did keep a couple old deviations that are STILL popular. So that's good.


In 9 days I'm leaving for Sarasota. That will be my permanent move for college. I'm excited and a little depressed about it.

On one hand, this is what I've been waiting for this whole past year. I cant stand the teenagers where I live. I don't identify with any of them. I don't fit into their drugs and underage drunken parties. I like who I am and I'm never going to change to be losers like them. They've used me up and I want to leave.

On the other hand, I finally found a great man. A real man. A man that loves me for me. For once in my life, I'm truly happy. Every day. How often can a girl say that? I am truly, honestly, completely happy. But I'm leaving. He ruined my plans on getting away quickly and quietly. So now it's really hard on me, since I'm obviously leaving without him. 9 days. A very busy 9 days.